Kimmy (dropsofme) wrote,

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Please help me....

Fuck fuck fuck. My life just got a whole lot worse in the past 12 hours.
My sister called me to tell me her friends parents saw my dad and his ex girlfriend walking in the park. I couldn't believe it! How could he do it again! And what kind of moron is out in public with a girlfriend anyway? He must have wanted to get caught.
Anyways, my mom called him at work to ask him about it, or accuse him. He actually denied it at first! Can you fucking believe that? Then he admitted to it. Anyways, he called me and I don't know what he was expecting. But I told him I had nothing to say to him. And that was that. I would have said more, but I actually have some compassion towards people and realised he was at work so I didn't. I remember clearly telling him if he had *anything* to do with that woman while he was still with my mother that I would have nothing to do with him. A lot of people told him that, but he did anyway. I know there isn't proof of him cheating, but that's why I told him if he had anything to do with her, even talked to her. I just can't believe this. This is such bullshit.

So I'm going to push him out of my life, I don't want anything to do with him. And for some reason, I actually feel a small bit of guilt which bugs me so much. To push him out of my life makes me feel kind of bad, but it shouldn't! I told him and he did it anyway, so he must not value our relationship at all!
... So why do I feel guilty?
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